Leo

Leo by Mia Sheridan
My rating:  5 Stars

"Why are you looking at me?"

"Because I like your face."

~Love is like a magnifying glass straight into the souls of those who own your heart.~



Thrown together in foster care Evie meets Leo.
Through the hardships of their childhood, a deep abiding friendship blossoms. Leo becomes her protector and as the years go by this special relationship develops into a beautiful and unwavering love.

~"I'm going to kiss you now, Evie, and when I do, it's going to mean that you're mine. I don't care how far away from each other we are. You. Are. Mine. I'll wait for you. And I want you to wait for me. Promise me you won't let anyone else touch you. Promise me you'll save yourself for me."~Leo

When Leo suddenly gets adopted, moving across the county, Evie, is left behind.
Leo Promises Evie that he will write her as soon as he gets there and he will come back for her when she turns 18.

~"It will only ever be you Evie.

It's the last thing he ever says to me. I never see Leo again.~

8 Years later Evie has made a life for herself.
Working 2 jobs, friends that are like the family she never had, she is happy enjoying her life, appreciating her fortune.

When a man by the name of Jake comes into her life claiming to know Leo, Evie is taken back to the mystery of what happened to Leo.

The story of Evie and Leo's past is revealed throughout the book. We are shown what they’ve been through with each other, but the reader is only given a small part of that through conversations and through flashbacks.

Jake is sent to check on Evie as a promise he made to Leo.
Evie and Jake have undeniable chemistry. And in such a short time, Evie is drawn to him.

~"When he laughs like that, I swear a piece of my soul, the part of me that keeps secrets even from myself, tries to lunge towards him, like his happiness is an visible pull to my own heart. It's crazy. I don't even know this guy. ~

Their relationship is smoking hot, Jake is one hot alpha male.
Bossy but not pushy. Totally sweet, totally hot.
The sex.. Omg hot hot hot hot hot!

~"Come for me, Evie," he growls. And just like that, my body tenses and I arch up off the couch, intense waves of ecstasy flowing through me. I cry out his name and hear his zipper and then he is flipping me over and his hands are on my hips as he drags me up so my ass is in the air and he plunges into my dripping sex on one loud moan. I'm not sure if it's his or mine or both. ~

But Jake has a past an insecurities that keeps him holding back from Evie. Inevitably the truth will always find its way.

And just when you think you’ve figured out what happened, you get smacked down with the brutal reality, and it is heartbreakingly tragic.

I was right all along in my suspicion of what Jake was hiding. But was totally thrown with the truth of it all. Wow didn't see that one coming.


Mia Sheridan is an amazing storyteller. Her writing has depth and sensitivity to it that goes beyond the words. It grabbed my attention and held it all the way through to the last word.
Her story made me feel that I know her personally. Not just Evie and Jake but Mia herself.
That's a little strange for me, I love it when I can connect to the characters and feel what they feel, and I did, but also found that when reading some things I would think, that's so Mia. LOL very crazy when I don't know her. Hahahaha

I Loved Loved loved the Epilogue.
I love me an epilogue and this was just perfect.
Leaving me with a tear escaping right as I read the last line.

~All along she stood there constant and calm.
"I can't make the fire go away, I can't guarantee you won't get burned. But I can hold this hoop for you, I can remain steady and strong, because I believe in you. Because you are mine."
And in the end, I had jumped. And the other side was just as glorious as her eyes had promised.~

Favorite lines

~"Because I like your face"~

~"I don't know if I'm ready for this huge jump in status," I tease "From stalker to chaperone in one day? You'll think I'm easy!"~

~If you're lucky, you might have a person who tells you a better story, one that takes up residence in your soul, speaking louder that the woeful tale you've convinced yourself of. If you let it speak loudly within your heart, it becomes your passion and your purpose. And this is a good thing, the best of things. because it is the very definition of love, nothing else. ~

Can't wait to read more from this fabulous author.


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Rock Chick Revolution

Rock Chick Revolution by Kristen Ashley
My rating: ★ 5 Rock On Stars ★

She says all good things must come to an end.. and WHAT A FREAKING END it was.

Ally Nightingale, The backbone of the Rock Chicks.

~ "My name is Allyson Nightingale, but everyone calls me Ally. And I’m a Rock Chick, in name and deed. That is to say I worship at the shrine of Rock ‘n’ Roll and I live the rock star life, doing what I want when I want how I want.” ~

But Ally is keeping a secret, A secret that is about to revealed. What goes down will take you on a wild ride, ROCK CHICK style.



Ally believes she isn't ever gonna get what the other Rock Chick's have, her own hot bunch guy. She is ok with that. She doesn't need some over-the-top macho guy forcing his way into her life, bossing her around.
She finally has found her passion. She is Badass though and through, after all she is a Nightingale, so why not go into the family business.

~ I love doing it. It’s in my blood. It’s me. ~

The only problem? Her family don't want her in danger. Not trusting that she can handle her own. Ally sets out secretly taking on her own cases.

While the Hot Bunch quietly keep tabs on her, Ally finds herself on Radar after the Faye fiasco.. If you have't read Breathe OMFG GO READ IT NOW gahhhh…..



While Ally has been keeping this secret she also has been keeping another secret.
One sexy bad ass Italian, Ren.
Ally finally thought she found her happy ending, but it was all pulled away the morning after. (A very short lived Fairytale.)
With a bumpy start, Ren and Ally now are strictly casual. Only problem is.. Ren doesn't agree.


With Badass Macho brothers, Lee and Hank. A Badass Police father. Last thing Ally need is a Bossy Badass Alpha man.
He might no be a member of the Hot Bunch, but he was a full- blooded Italian hot guy member of a crime family.
If if he only got the memo that they can't be more than what they have.

~ "How many times do I have to tell you? We're fuck buddies, Zano." ~

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For over a year Ally fights Ren, his patience was amazing considering is was badass Alpha.
But finally when they realise they both are in deeper than a one night stand, everything is laid down on the table.

~ "I'm pissed, and I don't know what's goin on with you out there, which means I'm pissed because I'm worried. But that doesn't negate the fact that I like what we got and I want more." ~

They are just perfect for each other. Now for those of you that don't know. I freaking love Kristen Ashley's Alpha. A little mean, but still be sweet.
I found Ren to be a little different.. Not in a bad way. No, not at all. Just not as hardcore Badass when dealing with a Rock Chick. (Like, could you see Luck letting Ava dance as Smithies?) and he really wasn't mean. I definitely didn't even hate him for a few mins hahhaha. Like most of my K.A Alphas.


Don't get me wrong we still got to see him Communicate in asshole

~ "You let me in, Ally… Around the time you came when my mouth was between your legs on my stairs. Then again when you came when my cock was driving into you in my bed. Then again when you wrapped your mouth around my cock, also in my bed. And a-fucking'-gain when you found it while riding my cock, also in my bed. And last, when you wrapped your sweet hot, naked body around me and passed out in my bed." ~

BEST WAY TO COMMUNICATE IN ASSHOLE…..


But I found he complimented Ally so well, we didn't get a lot of unnecessary angst. It was freaking awesome.

As always the smoking hot Alpha talk was ever present. No one does it better. I promise you that…. And Ren was no exception.

~ "Baby, you're gorgeous. The way you wear a dress is goddamned foreplay. The way you give me everything and nothing, making you a challenge only a real man would accept, it's all kinds of hot. The way you give as good as you get in bed, totally unselfish at the same time phenomenally greedy.. Fuck," he growled. ~

I freaking loved Ally, she is my all time fav Rock Chick. For me she was enjoyable to read. She was smart and witty and at times so sweet. She knew when to shut her mouth and when to go hardcore Rock Chick.
She kinda reminded me across between Sylvie and Faye. LOVE LOVE LOVE.

Her smart ass comments to Ren. Hahahha so good.

~ "Should I salute when you issue an order? Or will nodding and instant compliance do?" ~

I loved seeing Ally, Hank and Lee, have their sibling drama but still have the love for each other.

~ "There are a million other things I'd want for you. It took me awhile and Hank to lay it out, but the thing I should want most is what you want." ~ Lee

Everyone made an appearance in Revolution. EVERYONE….
K.A does these characters so well you kinda feel a little jealous that some are loosely based on people she knows. I WANT to know these cool ass people.
I freaking pissed my self laughing about the comment regarding the author Kristen Ashley's, name being made up.

~ "Who is this Kristen Ashley person?"

"My guess… It's a made up name. Kudos to whoever picked that great romance novelist name. But totally fake. No one's named, Kristen Ashley." ~

Hahahhahaha I bet that scene is one of the scenes she mentions dancing around her office after writing.


And in typical Rock Chick style we have crazy kidnapping's, Crazy Tex, some more cats, Tater Tots, some awesome kitchen bench action, Bombings, Shootings, some hilarious Fortnum customers, throw in some Stripping, a couple of weddings and an amazing Epilogue, (Love me a good Epilgue) we are left with one hell of story.


This was an amazing conclusion to the the Rock Chick Series. K.A's writing is Gold.
You can feel the emotion, she puts into her words. You feel her connection. No one can compare to a K.A Romance.
To continually hit it out of the park over and over again, this woman needs more recognition.
She makes note in her acknowledgements that these Rock Chick books are 'her' in a sense, important parts of her life.
I met K.A at Book Bash, and let me tell you. She is THE original Rock Chick. So down to earth, humble and downright amazing. I stood in a line for over 2 hours with hundreds of others and she spent time and appreciated every single one that came and spoke with her. A true Rock Chick.


Though it is sad it's over, I can't wait for what she has for us next.

~ It wasn't perfect, none of it.

But it was a fairytale.

And people needed to believe in fairytales. Even flawed ones. ~ Kristen Ashley

Favourite Quotes

~ "No blowback." Why he told this to Ren, I did not know, but I suspected it was because I had a vagina. ~

~ The Rock Chicks do not include my brothers (Because there're dudes, and unless the dude is gay he can't be a Rock Chick. ~

~ "Pot isn't drugs, it's flora. It's natural. ~

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Off Course

Off Course by Sawyer Bennett
My rating:★ 4.5 Sexy Irish Alpha Stars ★

5 Years ago, on Summer vacation in Ireland, Renner Caldwell crosses paths with Cillian O'Braidagh.
The night before she heads back to the States, Renner meets Cillian, lead singer of Over the Edge. After a steamy kiss that ends up going no where, Renner leaves for home with a constant reminder of the sexy Rocker.

5 Years later we see Renner is back in Ireland. Hiding out after losing her job and boyfriend to a scandal. With no clue what she wants out of life, she heads to Ireland to have a break and see where life is taking her.
What she doesn't count on is running into the Sexy lead singer from 5 yrs ago.

Renner knew that Cillian had made it big. She has often fantasied what could of been. But also knows thats Cillian is not what she is looking for.
Renner, is responsible. She arrives to work early, pays her bills 5 days before they are due, and she never, ever would get involved with a musician. That would be way to risky!

Cillian, O’Braidagh is the front man of, Over The Edge an up and coming Irish Rock band.
One Night 5 yrs ago, Cillian, met a young fiery red head that set his world of fire. Over the years he too also had often wondered about her. When he finds out she is back in town, he sets out to have his Cailín álainn.

But Renner isn't about to make it easy on him. She wants nothing to do with Cillian. She knows exactly his type.
There is nothing more fun then a love/hate relationship with some underlying sexual tension.
Renner and Cillian do it well. Though they both can feel the connection, Renner refuses to give into him. Instead their banter is what keeps things heated between them.

~"My Cailín álainn has some claws. I'm going to enjoy them when they're sunk into my back while I'm riding you."~ Cillian 

~"You're are conceited, egotistical, jackass and the only place my claws will be sunk will be in your balls if you try to touch me again."~ Ren

Renner is constantly fighting it. This Man has the ability to break her. After experiencing the massive blow up back home, she can't move past her trust issues.

~ "What are you really afraid of, Ren?" ~ 

~ "I'm afraid of getting lost." ~ 

Cillian will do anything to get what he wants.
Slowly he wears her down, and then we get to meet bossy and controlling Alpha Cillian… WOW he was sexy hot!

~"Put your fucking legs around me, Renner, or I'll do it for you." ~ 

For both Ren and Cillian, they felt that the sexual tension between them, was just that, sexual desire. Nothing else. But once they get a fill of each other, they can't seem to get enough.

~ "This is going to be fast," he warns. "I'm going to get you off with my hand, because I'm dying to see you come. Right here. Right now. Just for me. Then I'm going home with you tonight, and I'm going to fuck you so hard, you're going to be sore tomorrow. And every time you take a step tomorrow, every time you feel that little sting of pain, you're going to remember that it was me between your legs all night. Are we clear?" ~ 

There sex was hot! but it becomes so much more. Their feelings grow and soon what was meant to be a hook up, turns into this amazing relationship.

~ "In all my life," he whispers. "I'll never forget the way you look right now. You devastate my senses." ~ 

I liked Renner, she isn't one to beat around the bush. She says it like it is and I loved that about her. I felt her frustration with Cillian. But she was still not afraid to let him know where she stood.
Cillian is controlling and bossy and holds a dark past to himself. Ultimately, it effects his relationship with Ren. When his friend and band mate, Maeve comes between Ren and Cillian, things become strained.

I just wanted to do this every time Maeve was around…

Cillian, becomes blinded by her actions due to his guilt that he holds over himself. And it's the only thing between the two that is not right.
Though at times he is so blinded you just want to slap him upside of the head, you could understand his denial.

~ "I didn't tell you because I don't take orders. And that display? That was so you never forget that your body responds to me, no matter what demands come out of that fuckable mouth of yours." ~ 

Their road is rocky, and Cillian does make some dumb ass decisions. But eventually they get their HEA.

But not before grovelling to the Caldwell boys. PMSL
The scene in the bar with Nix and Flynn….

~ “Man…that was one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever heard. Practically made me cry. In fact, you might want to run to the bathroom right now and check…but I think you might have just grown a vagina.” ~  Nix

The Epilogue left me craving Flynn. I can't wait for his story and I can't wait to hear where everyone is at in their life. I will be sad it will be over.. But seriously looking forward to what Sawyer comes up with next.

As always Sawyer knocked it out of the park.
This series is freaking awesome and I don't want it to end!
I'm so in love with everyone of them so far. They all offer something different that leaves me walking away with wanting more.



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Amazing!!! Sexy and oh so good….

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Off the Record

Off the Record by Sawyer Bennett
My rating: ★ 4 Sexy Stars ★















Sawyer Bennett has had me at Offsides and I haven't been able to let go…

Ever Montgomery has closed herself off from men.
After coming home early one day and catching her fiancé in bed with her classmate, she vows never to let a man betray her again.


Hot goalie for the New York Rangers, Lincoln Caldwell is a rising star at the age of twenty- four. He works hard and he plays even harder. Ladies fall at his feet.
Then Ever walks into his life.

~"Aside from her stunning looks, I find her to be charming, hilarious and interesting. I can't remember the last time a woman intrigued me past the point of wondering what her bra size was, although I peg her at a nice B cup, which is my preference."~

Ever jumps at the chance to further her journalism career when her friend, Emily, gets her an interview with Linc, at his annual BBQ for his Team mates.

With a little banter and flirting, Linc opens up freely with Ever, even speaking off the Record. He leaves feeling like the interview went well, with the dark haired beauty on his mind.
With a few miss understandings and wrong place wrong time, Ever gets the wrong idea, and publishes her interview, painting Linc to be nothing but a womanising jerk, plus giving the information given Off the Record.

Linc is furious and instead of getting Ever fired he comes up with the idea that Ever come and stay with him, to see the real him, so she can write an honest retraction and public apology.
He refuses to allow her to paint him that way to his fans. What he doesn't understand is how he could possible be so wrong about her.


~"But I did fuck the woman you saw me with in my bedroom, and I fucked her hard and more than once. That's after I got her off with my hand. You remember that part, don't you? Now that's the truth.
And you can look at me all you want with contempt, but I don't apologise for who I am. You have no right to judge me or my sex life.~



As Ever starts to get to know the real Linc, she starts to realise her 1st impression was totally wrong.

~ Less than a week ago, I was beyond infuriated with this man, believing him to be the lowest form of scum on this earth.

Now?

I see someone different.

I not only misjudged his character, but I've learned very quickly that it runs deeper than I would have imagined. ~

As she spends more time with Linc, her attraction grows. Trying to push it aside, some things he says just makes it harder and harder to deny their attraction.

~“Your smile would bring a lesser man to his knees. But if you wore your glasses and smiled at me like that, it would topple me.”~

Linc starts to see a different side to the infuriating woman. His feelings toward her have been all over the place from instant attraction to anger to vengeance then amusement and fascination back to fighting his attraction.
But Ever holds something over him. He fights the attraction due to fear she is setting him up for more bad Press.


It's a slow sexual build up, The kiss on the couch.. The whole build up was totally hot. You could just feel the sexual tension coming at you.

The Hotel scene! OMG...
Bennett has this amazing talent with the buildup. It's believable and keeps you hanging on for more.

~The massage started out as I'd expected. He diligently worked my sore muscles until I was feeling loose and relaxed.
But the closer Linc got to my Ass, the more I kept imagining him taking his fingers a bit further. What would it be like if he just dragged one finger down the middle of my ass cheeks? Or as he worked his way up my legs, what if he cupped me with his hand? Would he feel how hot I was for him? ~

With Linc in doubt over her sincerity and Ever's distrust in men they slowly move past their issues and take their attraction further.

~His actions were intense and raw. I was stripped naked, but he made me feel more exposed and vulnerable…. stripped to my core.. with the way he moved inside of me.~

The sex was HOT. Of course, Sawyer does not disappoint.

~ His eyes bore into mine and he growled, I'm close… you better come with me, Ever. You better fucking come with me."~

As they grow closer and cross the line to something more, Linc sees the anger that Ever holds inside herself. Not allowing herself to let go.
He wants to pull her out and help her heal.

~"You're not broken. You just need some time to come to grips with what happened."~

But Ever holds back, not allowing the chance to give her self true happiness.

~"Linc… I don't deserve your goodness. And you don't deserve my badness..I am damaged goods. And I tried.. I really did. I wanted to be able to let you in so bad. But I'm just not emotionally able to."~

Will she push him away for good? Can she move past the hurt and truly allow love into her life. Give herself completely over to someone else?

~"Love has a lot to do with the power of forgiveness.”~

I really enjoyed this one. It had everything I wanted, plus more.
I must admit I'm still 100% Nix girl. ( I love me a grouchy bad boy) But Linc comes in a close second.
If you haven't started this series, Get on it. Off the Record is the 3rd in series but all 3 can be read as standalone.

★ 4 Sexy Stars ★

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Sometimes Never

Sometimes Never by Cheryl McIntyre
My rating: ★ 5 Stars ★

~ I'm standing in the middle of my bathroom, naked clutching a razor blade between my thumb and finger. I need to release the poison. The fear. The anger. I want the pain that festers inside of me - Out. I want it on the outside. On my flesh. Where I say how I hurt. Where I say when. Where I say for how long. Where I say stop. Where I can stop it. 

I'm so ugly.

I am so fucking ugly.

My insides are disgusting.

There is nothing good inside of me. I'm not a nice person. I'm not smart. I'm not funny. I am selfish. Mean. There is nothing special about me. I can't stand the sight of myself. I hate myself. I hate everything that makes me, Me.~

WOW what Intense, Powerful, Heart wrenching words!

I can't even begin to tell you about the incredible story of Hope and Mason.

Hope was amazing, She was real, she was broken and I just wanted to climb through my kindle and hug the shit out of her!
Hope self harms, to deal with her painful past. It's an addiction.


It's like an itch that no matter how many times I scratch and dig at it, it just won't stop tingling until
I'm raw and bloody. It may settle down for a while, but it never actually stops prickling and crawling below the surface. Just waiting to flareup and grab hold of my sanity again.



Mason, who is dealing with his own demons is amazing! Just perfect for Hope, sees past her insecurities and gets through to her.



Mason Patel is my counterpart. He is the eraser to my chalk. The milk to my cereal. The chocolate to my peanut butter. We were made for each other in cookie heaven.


Both so terrified of what they feel for each other and what that means they slowly start to let each other in.


"Mason, you terrify me."
His voice lowers in a deep murmur. "Im also starting to think that's possibly a good thing because you scare the shit out me too."
"So what do we do?" I whisper.
"Maybe we should start facing our fears."


I loved all of the secondary characters, they all were there for Hope and Mason and I fell in love with them just as much!

This was intense, Cheryl McIntyre brings these characters to life on such a raw level, You feel them, you experience their pain right along with them!

The writing.. Oh was just beautiful Im utterly in love, the words just flowed off the page, I couldn't get enough! The words spoke to me, called to me, captured me.


"Pink lips, and rosy cheeks; eyes so light and hair that shines.
They tell me that you're beautiful."
"Five foot nine, size two dress, bones protruding from your chest.
They tell me that you're beautiful."
"Inflated breasts, extended hair, pigment perfected. They tell me that you're beautiful."
"Shape me, mold me, manufacture me, and tell me that I'm Beautiful.
Wax me, dye me, chop and dice me, and tell me that I'm beautiful. Choose me, use me, take me break me, and tell me that I'm beautiful. Bleach it cover it, go ahead and remove it."
"Erase all that is beautiful."
"Break me. Break me. Break me to fit you."

"I don't want to be beautiful."



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Real

Real by Katy Evans
My rating: ★ 5 Stars ★
















I LOVED LOVED LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS STORY...
AHH-MAZING....



This was KATY EVANS debut novel.... I can NOT WAIT to see what she comes up with next.
OMG I can't even review it cause i'm just gonna end up gushing and I seem to be at a loss for words..

Remi... Shit, can I lick you??
Seriously..


YOU NEED TO READ THIS NOW!!


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Off Limits

Off Limits by Sawyer Bennett
My rating:★ 4.5 Stars ★









AHH-MAZING......

Sawyer Bennett has done it again!

LOVE LOVE LOVED IT

I was a little apprehensive with this book being about Emily, I didn't know If I would love her as much as Danny but I did!! I loved it soo much....

AND Nix... OH MY Nix

NIX is mine ladies


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The Rocker That Savors Me

The Rocker That Savors Me by Terri Anne Browning
My rating: ★ 5 Stars ★

Oh it just gets better....

I love this series. Love all the boys. LOVED that it was longer this time!
I just love Terri Anne Browning....
GIVE ME THE NEXT ONE LIKE NOW!!!

I need Lana and Drake! Soo bad......

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Fight With Me

Fight With Me by Kristen Proby
My rating: 5 Spanking Stars






Well spank me cross-eyed!

This was freaking hot!!!


NATE..... OH. MY. GOD. You can eat crackers in my bed any day!
Super hot Alpha, Bad Ass Biker, who is tattooed AND pierced. HOLY SNAPPING DUCK SHIT!!




Well damn I need to change my panties!



5 STARS are NOT enough!

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Falling into You

Falling Into You by Jasinda Wilder
My rating: 5 AMAZING Stars


















I'm a wreck, I have just been torn down and stripped of all emotions.
I can't even begin to describe how much I loved this book. It went above & beyond any expectation I had.
It is absolutely one of the best books that I've read this year, Jasinda Wilder is brilliant and her writing is just incredible. This book made me feel every word, every touch, every gut wrenching emotion in this story. From the first page to the last sentence.

Falling into You is a beautiful yet Heartbreaking story about a girl, Nell.

When Nell's boyfriend Kyle dies suddenly in a tragic accident, Nell is forever changed.

"I wanted nothing more than to climb into the box with him and quit breathing, find him in whatever came after life."

At the funeral is where we meet Colton, Kyles older brother.
As Nell goes through the days after Kyle's death, Colton is the one that Nell opens up to.
There is as undeniable connection between the two that both try to ignore.

2 Years later in New York City
Nell is reunited with Colt
Colton realizes that, Nell has never really gotten over Kyle’s death. She still has not grieved for Kyle.
She holds on to the pain, guilt and regret by dealing with them in her own unhealthy way.
He knows he shouldn’t get involved, but he can’t help himself. He wants to help her.

~"You need to let yourself feel. Feel it, own it. Then move on."
"You make it sound so easy." Bitterness drips from each syllable.
"It's not. It's the fucking hardest thing a person can do."~

~"Feel. grieve. Let yourself feel all the anger at the fact that he was taken from you. Feel the loss of him. Feel the sadness and the missing him. Don't block it out, don't cut so it so stops, don't drink yourself numb. just sit and let it all rip you apart And then get up and keep breathing. One breath at a time. One day at a time. Wake up, and be shredded. Cry for a while. Then stop crying and go about your day. You're not okay, but you're alive and you will be okay, someday."~

Colt has his own demons, he is dealing with a past of regret, loss and deals with
Together they are painful, mess.
They have been through so much hurt, they can see it in each other.
He can relate and knows what Nell needs to do to heal her deep wounds.





Only when she lets go of her guilt can she slowly start the process of grieving.

~It's violent, I don't even know how long she sobs. Time ceases to pass, and she cries cries, cries. Clutches me and makes these sounds of a soul being ripped in two, the grief so long denied taking it's toll. ~

Their Journey is… I just don't know how to express it to you. It's beyond words. Its an emotion, a feeling, a journey to someplace no one should take. Your heart is pounding and all these emotions rise up the back of your throat only to get stuck.


Together they slowly heal.
They both feel closer to each other than with anyone else before.

~"I'm still trying to find the words to heal you,
To take your pain and make it all my own
So your beautiful eyes can smile,
So you can be at peace.
And now that Fate has intervened,
Conspired to draw us together,
I can't resist the lure of your eyes,
The temptation of you beauty,
The siren song of you voice
Wispering my name
In the dark comfort between my sheets.
I can't resist you, baby,
Because I'm falling still,
I'm falling into you."~

But with that comes the guilt. The guilt of Kyle
However this is real.
It's life, it's truth and you won't expect anything else.

~"There's no magical healing in this. I won't wake up tomorrow fixed and joyful. I'll still hurt and grieve.
But moments like this, with Colton? They make it all bearable. He doesnt fix me, doesn't heal me. He just makes life worthwhile. he helps me remember to breathe, shows me how to smile again. he kisses me and I can forget pain."~

I loved it, couldn't put it down.
I haven't cried so hard, so much in one book!
The song he wrote in the hospital….
NO words just an absolute blubbering mess.

Jasinda Wilder AMAZING!! I'm in awe.
Her song writing.... It speaks to you.
I have read books with references to songs and artists before and never really drew on that.
But with Falling into you, it makes you stop and listen. I was on my Itunes listening after each reference and feeling the words.
This is a must read for everybody!

~"I'm not just falling in love with you, Nell. I'm falling into you. You're an ocean, and I'm falling in, drowning in the depths of who you are. "~

Buy it.
Read it.
Love it.

Music of the Heart

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