Title: A Little Faith (Ocean Beach #1)
Author: Emma James
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Publication Date: October 9 2014
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Synopsis
I had no idea a carefree island vacation would tear my life apart.
But now it’s time to put my walls up, make them impenetrable.
It’s the only way to survive.
~Faith
Six Years Later…
Harley, the protector. Retro, the straight shooter.
It’s the only way to survive.
~Faith
Six Years Later…
Harley, the protector. Retro, the straight shooter.
Keanu, the funny bone. Levi, the model. And Text, who
can’t seem to find himself.
All their lives were permanently altered by one event.
With a pact made, these five best friends need something from Faith.
Is she ready now to give them what they have been waiting for?
Join Faith as she goes on an emotional and heartwarming discovery where all may not be what it seems.
But with every ending, comes a new beginning, a second chance.
You just gotta have A Little Faith...
Welcome to Ocean Beach.
All their lives were permanently altered by one event.
With a pact made, these five best friends need something from Faith.
Is she ready now to give them what they have been waiting for?
Join Faith as she goes on an emotional and heartwarming discovery where all may not be what it seems.
But with every ending, comes a new beginning, a second chance.
You just gotta have A Little Faith...
Welcome to Ocean Beach.
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Excerpt
“You never know how
strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.”
- Bob
Marley
It’s a hot and humid night. We’re all looking forward to
a beer and some nightlife as we take the short walk from our hotel to the
Coconut Club.
At this time of the year, the island is packed with tourists
from all over the world. This means lots of beautiful girls in their tiny
bikinis with a tan and a smile and everybody looking to have a good time.
Only ten days into our two week surfing vacation with my friends,
I’ve been having the time of my life. We’ve met some great locals who have
entrusted us with their secret surfing spots, which they keep on the down-low.
These are their places to surf, not
to be overrun by tourists.
The surf has been awesome. We’ve ridden alongside the locals,
our boards attached to our motorcycles as we follow them through the hustle and
bustle of the crazy traffic. I shit you not, it almost appears like there are
no road rules over here. It’s like dodge ball with motorcycles. It’s been a hell
of a lot of fun taking the bikes to the streets, weaving through the ridiculous
traffic, honking our horns—quite the adrenaline ride.
Once we make it out of the shit storm of traffic and get on the
quieter roads around the island, we're able to put the pedal to the metal and
enjoy the scenery.
Fan-fucking-tastic!
Just don’t fucking
crash has been our motto because the hospital service isn’t that great over
here. You don’t want to wind up in it.
Since Faith would’ve loved to see some of the places we’ve been
to and photograph them, Jase brought his camera and saved some of these
memories for her. I can’t help thinking he has an interest in my sister. But
Jase is a great guy, so I’ll cross that bridge when I come to it.
The locals have showed us the clubs and bars to check out. We know
they receive commission for pointing us in the direction of certain places, but
these guys don’t have the same opportunities we have been given in life, so why
not help a guy out?
The food has been awesome. Keanu only got the shits for a few
days—we did warn him about the water. We could smell him from across the
hallway, making me glad I wasn’t sharing a room with Keanu. Levi got the short
straw for those few days.
We’ve sat on the beach at night while Keanu, Levi, and Jase sang
and strummed their guitars, entertaining a small crowd that gathered each
evening while the sun sets. It's a pretty awesome way to watch the sun go down
if you ask me. This has been such a great trip.
After four years of college, we all just graduated and decided
to take this trip as a gift to ourselves for summer break. We’ve all got stuff
we have applied for or are in the process of locking down when we get home
except for Jase, who is the youngest in the group and our friend Harley’s
younger brother. He wanted to come along, so this is his vacation before he
starts college.
We weren’t stupid; we all knew life was getting more serious and
we were entering the next phase. We have our futures ahead of ourselves, yet who
knew when we would be able to all get together and do this again? My only
regret is Harley couldn’t make the trip.
He is moving ahead with his dream of owning a business—his
college years were more about a backup plan. The guy is so smart. He plans way
ahead. Out of all of us, he’s got his shit together the most. He landed himself
a job that he couldn’t pass up. The boy is thinking big and has always been
like that. He sees his future of owning a security business empire like a blueprint
in his mind. I know he will make it happen, as well. He’s just that kind of
guy.
Fuck, I love all these guys. My friends mean the world to me,
and I would do anything for them.
Any-fucking-thing they
asked of me.
The guys are all completely different. Well, maybe with the
exception of Keanu and Levi. Those two are hilarious without trying and have
this bond which glues them together. They have such a bromance going on that they
will be friends for life. Nothing will get between them. They are brothers from
another mother, through and through. Although, we all get along incredibly
well.
Keanu and Levi have been spreading themselves among the ladies,
while Retro seems happy enough just surfing, eating, and drinking. He’s got a
lady on his mind back home, so he’s just letting his free spirit enjoy the
waves and soak up the atmosphere.
I’ve been keeping a subtle eye on Jase; he’s been throwing back
a few beers. The chicks love his blonde hair and mismatched blue and brown
eyes. At eighteen, he isn’t technically underage here, only back home; as a
result, he’s enjoying it while it lasts. I promised Harley, his brother, I
would have his back and not let him get too out of control, and so far, he’s
only thrown up like the exorcist one night. I think that helped cure him of
hitting it too hard for a few more days. The waves are more important than
getting totally wasted and not being able to surf anyways.
We enter the Coconut Club and make our way to a high-top table
with the stools. This place is starting to fill up. The DJ is playing loud
techno, and the club is pumping with bodies on the dance floor moving in sync.
Retro offers to buy the first round and takes off to the bar
before it gets too busy and you wind up waiting to be served for ages.
Levi and Keanu are already scouting the club for hot chicks,
talking in each other’s ear, being each other’s wingman. The next second, they
are both shouting, “Challenge. Accepted!” and bumping fists. I roll my eyes. They
do this every night once they have locked down their female prey. The girls are
here to party, looking for a good time, and these two aim to please.
The tourists are all in party mode on the island. Inhibitions
are left at the door. After what I have seen, I don’t think I will be letting
my future daughter ever come on a vacation for summer break until she is at
least thirty.
Hell. No.
Jase has already been spotted by a group of girls who are all
giggling and pointing at him. I can’t help feeling proud of him. He was
somewhat of a geek at school and I suppose Harley and my boys rubbed off on
him. Now he’s buff and enjoying the female attention. His blonde hair and
striking mismatched eyes make him stand out from the crowd.
We are all a pretty good looking bunch. We look after ourselves,
and we hit up a fair bit of extreme sports. It keeps us fit. We aren’t the indoorsy
type. We study hard, but we play hard, too.
One day, all this carefree stuff will have to be locked down,
but at the moment, we are young and single and generally don’t do anything by
halves.
It’s all or nothing.
••O••
We’ve been here for a couple hours now. It’s been a great night
of letting loose and jumping about on the dance floor.
“It’s my buy,” I have to shout over the music. I head over to
the bar, where the crowd is two people deep all along its length, waiting to be
served. This could take a while with only a couple bar tenders serving.
My mind drifts to Faith, my kid sister by eight years. I’m
looking forward to seeing her when we get home. I’ve got a week lined up to
spend with her and the folks before heading back to San Diego. Today, I bought
her a brightly colored sarong, figuring chicks love that sort of thing when
they come here. Jase has it packed in his suitcase since I’ve bought quite a
bit of souvenirs for family, and my bag is at its weight limit.
I know how much she wanted to come on this vacation with us and
loves photography; as a result, I've taken a lot of pictures on my phone to
show her.
I bought her a Canon old-school camera when she was nearly
eleven, just before we left for college, so she could play about with it. I
hoped to keep her busy with a hobby while I was away because I hated leaving
her. She hung around with us more than her own friends. Regardless, I loved
having her around, and the guys didn’t mind. I knew leaving her was going to
leave a hole in her life.
Four years later, she is now nearly fifteen. I think she may
have a career as a photographer. She takes awesome photos, and I know she wants
a dark room. Our mom and dad have bought her a digital camera for her birthday
in just over two months, while I’ve organized for some dark room equipment—the
perfect present for Faith. I can’t wait to see her face when we give it all to
her. The best of both photography worlds for her to play around with.
Jase clamps one hand on my shoulder and yells in my ear, “Hey,
Chance, thought you might like some company while you’re standing up here
waiting. I’ll help you bring the beers over. The wingmen are working the beat,
and Retro’s gone to take a piss.”
When I look over and see Levi and Keanu dancing all over a
couple of girls, I can’t help laughing at them. They certainly love chicks.
“This crowd is sure thirsty.” I smile at Jase. I’ve been
standing here awhile already. “The downfall of summer break vacationing.”
Jase is a nice guy. He’s always thinking about others. He’s seen
both sides of the school crowd, popular and unpopular. He was bullied for being
a geek at school, so he is sensitive to others and thinks of their feelings.
Once he started coming out of his shell and growing, his features started to
get noticed by the girls. Luckily, Harley was there to help with his
self-esteem. He used to take him out back at their home and get him to pound
the heavy bag. Afterward, they’d lift weights and go jogging together.
Jase is a much deeper guy than a lot of people realize. We knew.
The stupid assholes at his school, on the other hand, were threatened by what
they knew he could become. He had smarts, a personality to match, and his looks
were starting to shine through. Harley just helped nudge it along with some
brotherly advice and some older brother knowledge of what makes a girl’s head
turn.
Jase knew what he was capable of and never got a big head. It
was like he was waiting for the right girl, someone with smarts he could be
attracted to. Jase was always studying or hanging with his geeky friends. You
could give him a makeover, but he always stayed true to his friends. He saw
people for who they were, not what they looked like. He looked into people’s
souls, not just the pretty face. I think someone was counted very lucky if they
were friends with Jase.
Jase’s voice invades my thoughts, “So, how’s Faith? Have you
spoken to her lately?”
“I texted her earlier, letting her know how we were all doing.”
I decide to wind Jase up a bit. “I let your dad know you’ve been
making up for lost time with the beers.” I’m trying to keep a straight face.
“What the fuck, Chance? I told Dad I have been behaving myself.
Mom and Dad only let me come on this trip as long as I behaved.”
I’m laughing out loud. Sometimes it’s too easy playing with Jase.
The look on his face, priceless. “I’m only joking. I haven’t ratted you out.
Harley was a lot wilder than you, anyway. Trust me, you’re a saint compared to
what he was getting up to at your age.”
I finally get served, and we haul the beers back to our table
where Keanu, Levi, and Retro are waiting. We do a salute with our beers before
taking a drink.
It’s now around eleven-thirty, and the crowd is thinning out a
little. We’re all feeling pretty relaxed. We have a crack of dawn surf we want
to get in, and we need to drive an hour to get to the spot, so we are keeping
ourselves on the right side of sober.
Barely.
Keanu and Levi have wandered off somewhere and Retro’s gone for
another piss while Jase and I are chilling and talking when, suddenly, there is
a bit of commotion in the club. A young Asian guy with a backpack has climbed
up onto a table, screaming like a wild man. I can’t understand what he’s saying;
he’s not speaking English.
Jase is standing beside me, shouting in my ear, “What the fuck
is that guy’s problem?”
I’ve got no idea. He’s still screaming wildly, his face is
dripping with sweat, and he keeps wiping his face on his sleeve. He’s angry and
agitated with fear in his eyes, and he’s gulping down air.
The young guy, who doesn’t look much older than us, pulls
something out of his pocket, holding it above his head, waving it about. I wish
I knew what he was yelling about.
Sensing something isn’t right with this guy, the bar's crowd
begins trying to move away, making their way towards the entrance.
Seconds have ticked by.
I grab Jase and move him away from the inevitable crush while I
search the crowd for Levi, Retro, and Keanu.
I shout over the music, “Fuck! I can’t see where the others
are.” I need to know where they are. Right. Now.
It’s only been about twenty seconds since the guy made himself
known. I’ve moved us to the other side of the bar, as far away as we can
shuffle through the crowd from the crazy guy.
The front entrance is getting a line up as people shove at
others. In the few seconds we’ve grabbed, I keep my eyes on him as we move. The
kid is positively shaking. Then, his thumb raises and starts to press down on
the device in his hand.
Jesus!
I duck, grabbing a girl near me around the waist and shoving
both her and Jase behind a table and some chairs. I try to cover them as much
as I can, pushing their heads down.
Boom!
There is a loud explosion that rocks our ear drums.
I look up from our crouched position over the table top. Blood
has rained down on us. It’s everywhere. Bits of what I can only describe as
flesh have landed on the table we are hiding behind. There is a horrid, burnt
smell in the air. People are crying out. The girl with us has gotten up and
blended into the crowd. Everyone is moving like a herd of scared cattle towards
the club entrance.
“Fuck. The guy blew himself up. Fuck.” I’m talking almost to
myself. I feel like I’m in a vacuum. I can’t really hear. I can only stare.
I’m stunned by what just happened. A lot of people tried to take
cover like we did, yet I can see bodies lying on the ground. Are they dead?
There is blood and bits of flesh covering people like a macabre abstract
painting. It’s everywhere.
Where are the guys? I shake a stunned Jase, and we get up from
our crouched position. The music has been drowned out by the screams and sounds
of fear inside the club. I shake my head, my ears continuing to ring.
As people push and shove past us, I take stock of our
surroundings. The explosion was enough to blow the kid up and collect anybody
within its radius of fallout.
What the fuck. Was
this a joke? Is this some staged prank? I’m having trouble believing what I’m
seeing.
Jase and I look at each other.
I have to snap out of it.
What the fuck did this guy do?
Why?
What the fuck!
“We need to find the guys and get out of here,” Jase is shouting
at me, the fear clearly evident in his voice.
I rub my hand through my hair, dislodging bits of gunk. I don’t
want to think about what it is. “Can you see the others?” I’m probably shouting
back at him since I can’t hear myself properly.
The rest of the crowd who are still inside the bar have just
woken up from their places of stunned disbelief and are frantically trying to
help their friends or the person closest to them. They are as desperate as we
are to get out of the club and to safety. They know something is wrong. Very,
very wrong. This is no longer the happy place it was a few minutes ago.
I herd a group of crying European girls I noticed earlier
hanging out together tonight, splattered with blood and other bits, towards the
front entrance. “Go!” I tell the one who looks the most with it. “Take your
friends and get out of here. Get yourselves some help. Just stick together.”
She nods slowly at me as she pushes her friends out the door.
I look for Jase, finding him grabbing some other girls, getting
them to move and telling them not to look back.
But I did.
Carnage is spread out like a horror movie scene. The lighting in
the club is a lot dimmer in parts, and broken glass is everywhere, being
crunched under foot. Tables and chairs have been turned over, toppled in the
panic. There is a bloody mess where the guy had once stood. I try not to look
too closely.
Why would a guy do that to himself? It doesn't make sense.
I can only hope the other guys are safe. Where the fuck are
they?
As fear fully sets in, the remaining people in the bar are full-blown
making a push-and-shove run for it. It's not a good way to get through a narrow
doorway. A couple of guys are smashing the glass frontage with bar stools,
trying to speed up the evacuation. Everybody wants out.
I’m looking around for a back exit. While there must be one, I
can’t see a sign from where I’m standing. When I hear a new wave of terrified
screaming and crying, I turn to the front of the club. A blue delivery van has
been driven up to where the guys broke the glass front.
“Fuck, what now?” I mumble.
A guy gets out and runs off, leaving the car door open. There
are still people trying to escape through the broken windows near the van. If
that van has what I think is in it, they won’t stand a chance. This shit is
real.
“Fuck. I’m sorry, Faith, Mom, Dad,” I barely hear myself say. I
know what’s coming.
I grab Jase and try to get as far from the front of the bar as
possible.
I’m sorry, Harley.
Anywhere, but the front.
I throw Jase in front of me, and we push against the crowd. We
make some distance, but not enough.
Retro, Levi, and Keanu,
please be safe.
Then it happens.
My Review
Where do I start?
This is one of those books where you can’t say much about
the plot because there are so many unforeseen twists and turns along the way…you
just don’t want to ruin it. From the very beginning I was completely
blindsided! I honestly wasn’t expecting to have such a strong reaction within
the first few chapters of this book. It was insta- love for me! If you've read
my reviews in the past, you know how important it is for me to FEEL something for
the characters. Well, I certainly felt enough for Harley, Retro, Keanu, Levi
and Text to be reduced to a sobbing mess 5% in.
I adore these boys! Every. Single. One. They're so sweet and
each one has a distinct personality. Oh, and I can't forget one of the best
parts: they are ridiculously sexy, with their bodies shaped by spending their
days riding the surf in sunny San Diego!
I'm Team Text all the way! That boy completely melted my
heart. Emma totally mastered something that's very difficult to manage with a
character like him (I can't tell you what because I don't want to give anything
away). You'll know what I mean when you read it.
Faith is such a sweetheart and an extraordinarily strong
woman. Her relationship with these boys is sweet, honest and unconditional. The
connections between them are beautifully written. I can’t wait to see where
their journey takes them next.
The only reason I didn’t give this books 5 stars was because
there were a few things I felt were a bit repetitive. It wasn’t enough of an
issue to make me want to put it down though. So, if you're looking for an
amazing journey filled with intense drama, heartbreak, love, friendship and
second chances...this is definitely the book for you.
★★☆ 4.5 Stars ☆★★
Review by Brittany Leathers
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About the Author
Emma James lives in Queensland, Australia with her
smexi husband, three children and a big black Labrador. Life is busy and most
entertaining in the James household. She often bounces ideas off her family and
gets very creative responses. She loves to read as much as write. Daytime for
writing, night time for reading.
Emma hopes to surprise you with her debut book, A Little Faith.
Emma hopes to surprise you with her debut book, A Little Faith.
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Hi Brittany, thank you for your honest review!!! I am so happy that people are loving what I am doing. It was risky and I knew that going in. But , I wanted to bring something different. I am working on the repetitive. I totally knew what I was doing when I did it, and the editors and I did discuss it. It comes down to the mulitple pov's, They took out what they felt was redundant and I agreed with them , but it was tough getting around being in this amount of heads without the reader saying, 'How did he know this, he wasn't even there.' We were going for the more realistic approach , friends talk to each other about stuff and from their point of view when I needed to move around the characters. I am conscious of that in Hope Is Lost and it is good to know, some readers love it the way it is, and some need for me to work around that. I needed the story to continue , but I couldn't have the next person walking in and knowing nothing, but knowing it without the reader seeing it happen. I am working on it for Hope Is Lost. This many pov's doesn't get done and it takes some getting used to for the reader. But point taken :) I am keeping it in the back of my head. I don't want to lose stars because of it. So I will see what I can do, the con of juggling this many characters. But I so enjoy doing it.
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